it's seriously
I can't feel it
I don't think
I took into
ACCOUNT
HOW
distracting clothing is
I've been
working on all this stuff
that's hard to SAY anything about
& I keep thinking
& APPARENTLY
NOT writing
ANYTHING
AND
PART of it
is I don't want to write things like
AM I FATTER
than I think I am
OR
AM I THINNER
than I think I am
& WHY
do we care so much about it
& inner
sensation
RELATED to the TAPPING stuff
it's not super
coherent