VISUALIZING
a BIG black box
AROUND myself
& LIMITING
EYE contact
is proving to be
PRETTY effective
ALSO
NO
EXTRA talking
DON'T
FILL
DON'T
try to entertain
DON'T
hold yourself to some
STANDARD
of politeness or whatever
YOU want me to be HERE
I'm HERE
BUT
NOT all the STUFF
BECAUSE
what I'd like to say
& MIGHT some day is
THIS is GRACE
you didn't
EARN THIS
you don't DESERVE it
I'm GIVING you, or I have been, an enormous GIFT
which you are SQUANDERING
because you don't
SEE my VALUE
AND
I KNOW you are a
ONE TRICK PONY
thinking that your money
will buy you what you
CAN'T be BOTHERED to DO
APPROPRIATELY
BUT
you're KIDDING yourself
AND
DEEP DOWN
you KNOW that
I am NOT motivated by money
& you've done
NOTHING
to BUILD
LOVE
~spending the day with mom
