Thursday, August 21, 2025

I was with my mom today 
I THINK 
I'm getting better at 
NOT 
letting it affect me so much

I asked her 
if she
KNEW 
what was going on in texas 

& she was like 
they don't want women to vote
they don't want people to have health care

& I'm LIKE 
I'm not talking about long term goals
I'm talking about what 
HAPPENING 

I get no sense that she has
ANY FEELING 
about ANY
of it

& I'm LIKE 
are you not worried at all

she STARTED with
I have a HEART CONDITION

ARE YOU TRYING to 

BUT 
then she SEEMED to think better of it

she ACTUALLY has 
CONGESTIVE heart failure 
NOT 
like high blood pressure or anything 
SO
she's not on a hair trigger 
& MAYBE 
she didn't want to 
POKE
the bear

EVERY THING 
t*ump has ever done upsets me, she said
NOTHING upsets me
any more than any other thing

which doesn't sound like 
something that came from a REAL place inside 
TO ME, but, ya KNOW, whatever

THEN
she proceeded to ASK ME
WHY
the epstein files were of 
SO MUCH 
interest

WHEN
he was elected
the FIRST time she saw me AFTER 
she SAID 

YOU 
NEED
to FIND a WAY 
that THIS 
DOES NOT 

UPSET 
you


I guess 
because she didn't want to be hearing about it


because she said it
in the SAME voice
she told me to
JUST DECIDE 
to be happy 

when I was having HORRIBLE depression 
in my EARLY twenties