Wednesday, August 6, 2025

I grew up
watching channel eight
EVERY DAY 

until CABLE 

BUT 
also

NO
this isn't gonna capture it

I KNOW what
at LEAST 
PART
of the LIST problem 

in order to get a LIST 
I have to be more
SPECIFIC 

which requires 
CHOOSING 
a perspective 

which THEN 
FEELS constructed

MAYBE 
this makes more sense 
BUT 
I'm not really feeling that, so maybe not

I think the processing spread out
pretty far today 
I'm in this
EMOTIONAL REGULATION 
CHALLENGE

NO ANXIETY 
NO whipping myself up 
NO you REALLY should be doing XYZ

I am not quite at the right frequency 
BUT 
I did do pretty well with the 
emotional regulation