OVERWHELMED
I have these
KINDA
opposing forces
I WANT the BIG picture
VISION
BUT
when I pull BACK to
SEE
the OTHER part of ME
SEES
all the ways--
or MAYBE
all the STUFF
it isn't
MANAGEABLE
it's TOO MUCH
& it's
a little demoralizing
ALSO
it's BETTER
DONE
in manageable CHUNKS
BUT
I REALLY
am finding THAT difficult
if it's a BIG project
you really need to work on it in a concentrated
MANNER
& my operating THEORY is
LOOK for small CHUNKS to leave for later
SPECIFICALLY to LEAVE
MANAGEABLE
CHUNKS
BUT
ya gotta pull back
ALSO
I expanded my processing to
AND THEN
I realized that there's this sort of
WAY
in which
I
TEND
to make things
ALTERS
& I THINK it has
SOMETHING
LIKE
pkd (philip k dick)
MOOD organ (in electric sheep)
it's a
PATTERN
that I stare at
that has
CONNECTIONS to
contact POINTS
it's a BRAIN hack
if you do it RIGHT, or MAYBE more like
DON'T DO it WRONG
THINK
ABOUT it
it's not MEANT to be
CASUAL
