is insidious 
& it's 
ALL
always connected to emotions 
unless it's just
CRAP
BUT 
MOST of the crap is gone
this stuff 
I can't really talk about it 
I'm still figuring it 
OUT 
there's a connection between 
clearing the visual clutter
& SOME 
CALM
AND at LEAST SOME of the problem
is that the USABILITY factor 
was BAD from the
START
if I KNOW 
HOW 
the stuff is supposed to work
& it's WORKABLE 
BUT 
this DID work
until it got FULL of things that I didn't WEAR
& it got things piled in front of it
& I've rearranged this area
MULTIPLE times 
NEVER 
gotten it
CONFIGURED
in a WAY 
that did not
QUICKLY 
degrade
I don't know WHY it didn't work for me 
SO
I'm sorting them
and trying things on
my knees aren't SUPER happy about the dancing
STUFF 
makes me FEEL
VOLATILE