Friday, April 25, 2025

I never SAID that 
THAT 
WAY before 

I'm not sure 
HOW 
I FEEL about that 

I forgot to tell you the second part of mari kondo 

PUT ALL LIKE things TOGETHER 
PRUNE 

I'm being dramatic 
I was telling 
my therapist and I may have already told you 
if so, I'm sorry to repeat

it's LIKE 
KONDO meets style editor

I told you about Karen brit chick, but it may not have made sense

PICK the best example of a type of thing
WHY would you
CHOOSE
to WEAR any of the OTHERS 

MAKE the CASE
maybe it's a different color or texture or weight

I LIKED wearing BLACK every day
I LIKED the
PHILOSOPHY and I LIKED the simplicity 

I just decided I didn't want to be an OLD LADY
in BLACK because THAT 
wasn't ME

SO what I REALLY want to GO for NOW 
is KINDA
TREATING my clothes
LIKE 
they ARE 
ALL 
the SAME
COLOR 

I'm not sure if 
I could 
PULL 
THAT 
OFF

MAYBE 
rotating small capsule 

THAT 
is pretty much the 
RESUME version of what I ACTUALLY do 

because 
I ONLY ever have a FEW
CLEAN clothes 
at any given time
& of those 

ONLY a FEW
that I'm VIBING with 

I can SEE HOW this
could be VERY
ENERGIZING

I FEEL like 
I KNOW a LOT 
ABOUT 
HOW to do this, but it FEELS like SUCH an 
INSURMOUNTABLE task

and that just CAN'T be 
REAL

there is a FINITE amount of STUFF 
it doesn't multiply 
there is VERY rarely anything you don't recognize 
it doesn't multiply 
or there would be stuff you don't recognize 

if I say I don't want to meet back up
with my family
BUT 
I want the STUFF 
WHAT 
PART of THAT makes SENSE 

I'm trying to 
BREAK
the spell

I broke a unicorn
it was, I THOUGHT 
my last unicorn 

I used to collect unicorns
BUT 
THIS was a one who had called to me
he'd ALREADY been chipped 
I don't KNOW if 
I should TRY to FIX him

I do not look upon this as a great sign
which is WHY 
I'm trying to set myself up for success 
there's no point in 
PRETENDING 
we're playing 
FULL strength 

I don't MEAN like
READING AUGERIES bad sign

I MEAN 
it's broken, it's a decorative item, the emotion, the feeling that it is 
SOMETHING bigger

has NOT 
in batting situations such as THIS 
been statistically correlated
with positive 
OUTCOMES 

SO
planning and pre-framing

DUDE
I KNOW 
there is GONNA be 
SOME kind of 
EXPERIENCE 

BUT 
when I think of the CLOWN CAR of THINGS 
that I THINK are IN the closet 

I'm not sure they would ALL FIT in THAT closet

SO I guess 
WE'LL
SEE
ya SEE what I did there?!

do you think I'm falling for it