Wednesday, April 23, 2025

I haven't been taking all my supplements 
I've only been taking 
MOOD related ones

meno, b complex, l-theanine

because I just haven't been able to 
DEAL with all the pills

I've been doing this 
for about ten days, I think 

in addition to the hip ache
I have this weird
KNEE thing
like the 
RUBBER BANDS are old and losing the snap

I am in a f*CKing SNAP out of it mode

it's LIKE 
I was so happy to come to the
REALIZATION 
every day is a NEW DAY
BUT then

EVERY DAY is a NEW DAY
hit me
& it hit
OVERWHELMING 

I'm FINE 
I just GOTTA get 
BACK to the
NEVER STUCK

from the
NEVER 
ABLE to NOT
FOCUS
on EVERYTHING all the time