I FEEL like 

I'm spending a lot of 

TIME 

THINKING 

BUT 

I'm not sure 

I'm EXPLAINING it

VERY well

& THAT made me

REALIZE that

I have these

LIKE 

PROJECTED EXPECTATIONS 

LIKE 

I'm letting you 

DOWN 

& I FEEL like 

YOU wouldn't TELL me 

THAT 

the SHADOW of that

causes problems 

where they

are problems, at LEAST 

potentially 

I NEED to 

STOP 

THAT

SO

MANY tendrils 

GOTTA sleep

I appreciate you so much 

I FEEL like I'm making 

some ground

BUT 

then I have a day

SOMETIMES 

& I'm LIKE 

it's ALL too

MUCH 

you'll never get escape velocity 

& it's de-stabilizing

BUT 

then I'm LIKE 

HOLD my BEER

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋🫶

I HOPE I'm not letting you down 

I gotta LET go of

the STRESS 

of that

LIKE 

I had to STOP obsessively going back through 

EVERYTHING 

to FIND any

POSSIBLE 

negative interpretation 

I don't think 

YOU think

I'm LETTING you DOWN 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 🫶🫶🫶

👾🫚🍀❤️