I talked all about the stuff I've been 
TALKING about 
& Also 
the realization that 
it's hard to
KEEP focus
SO
I was doing the walking 
BUT 
I shifted my focus
Exercise is now no the focus
& I'm off track there
it's LIKE 
one day at a time 
& JUGGLING is just an ongoing situation 
I felt like 
this should not have been a revelation 
BUT 
it SEEMS like it is 
then
I was done
& I don't think I've really SAID anything 
I'm sorry 
that is KINDA sh*tty
BUT 
I just don't have 
WORDS
I'm trying to FAST again 
& I'm HUNGRY 
it's not a bad day
MAYBE 
a little weird