PLAN tomorrow
& I got myself a little overwhelmed
I don't
UNDERSTAND
& I was
TELLING
my therapist, so I guess this is new as well
it's LIKE
it is sort of switched off
& I don't care about it
OR
it's switched on
& I really NEED it to be
LIKE THIS
BUT
there's GOTTA be more to it than that
there are
LOTS
of THINGS
that do NOT -- SATISFACTORILY -- have a place
& I'm not sure
WHY
does it get BETTER when I'm less CRAZY
less busy
less stressed
does the CHAOS reflect
inner disorder
is it executive malfunction or depression
I'm not clearly ABLE to SEE what I'm DOING
it was MOSTLY clothes in the closet
& CANVASES
the canvases stay in the closet
MOST of the CLOTHES
are going to goodwill
there is just not THAT much STUFF
NOT objectively
SO if I just
KEEP at it
I will have to
FINISH
& THEN
REGULARLY
go through
STUFF
nothing helps you throw stuff away
like saying
OH, this AGAIN
I'm starting another propaganda campaign on STUFF in my HEAD
when you're factoring in
what you have
"INVESTED"
in an item
don't forget
the ENTERTAINMENT value
of the HUNT for the item
the enjoyment you've
ALREADY had
from WEARING it
& HOW MUCH you LEARNED
ABOUT
what LOOKS GOOD on you
& WHAT you
FEEL
COMFORTABLE in
ALSO
thrifting has a CYCLE of LIFE
