WORKED up
ABOUT
my mother
I can't EXPLAIN
I could try
BUT
it FEELS like
SOMETHING
that won't make ANY sense
because I don't really
UNDERSTAND it
MAYBE
it's that I want her
to be something that she isn't
& THAT sounds
PETTY
MAYBE
it is
if I understood
WHY I'm so
WORKED up
MAYBE
THAT
would help me
OK
I told her I would make her the ice cream
& what TIME did she eat breakfast
EIGHT she says
SO
I blend it the night before
AND
it was SO LOUD and I wasn't sure if you could
STOP in the middle of the CYCLE
SO
I bound out of bed
throw on clothes
DRAG my ass
to her apt
SHE
was ASLEEP
I did this to myself
& I also was
TRYING
to get myself
MOVING
& using her as the EXCUSE
BUT
I feel like
I RESENT her
for THEN
making noises
LIKE
I maybe wasn't LIVING up to
DELIVERY expectations
which wasn't
IMAGINARY
BUT
I'm probably
SENSITIVE
& I've seen her
EVERY DAY
this week
& MAGGOTS
