HOW
well I think therapy went
I was explaining
HOW
I've been working myself around
to actually get some stuff
DONE
&
HOW
DEMORALIZING it is
to not be able
to get
SOMETHING
from my
mom
EMOTIONALLY
OR
I'm not even sure what to call it
AND
how great I have been feeling
& HOW
there's this
SHADOW of flying to bits
that I'm looking away
FROM
he's LIKE
you have anxiety
& I'm LIKE
I didn't
ORIGINALLY think so
BUT
when I got off antidepressants
the TENSION
in my neck and shoulders made it clear
BUT
I actually think NOW
it's a function of
the whole
ADHD
thing
I told him
ABOUT the
FORGIVENESS thing
he said we were going to follow-up
BUT
I don't remember
on WHAT, nor will he
AND
I FEEL vaguely unsatisfied with THAT
& WONDER
HOW
COULD I be SEEing THIS different