Tuesday, January 7, 2025

when I'm doing the
ANTI picking
routine

I start with 
exuvience gentle cream cleanser

I found this years ago
when I was hanging out at ULTA 

it was at one of the
STATIONS
for removing makeup 
TESTER situation 

& I was trying lots of stuff that day
so I used it
MULTIPLE times 
on my FACE

& then in the next few days 
hard little 
SEBUMs
lifted out of my face

it's a dermatologist brand
developed by the guys
who pioneered
PHAs

I rub in multiple layers in trouble areas
I let that sit a bit
THEN
I put a BIG dollop of
burt's bees baby multipurpose healing ointment*
*I think the magic ingredient is castor oil
& MASSAGE

& the SEBUMs
ROLL OUT*
*not all of them, but many

& this doesn't cause 
DAMAGE

BUT 
is VERY satisfying 

whenever I'm done with THAT 
I wipe that off

SOMETIMES 
I leave that be a while 
& sometimes I immediately follow with

LOVED 01 cleansing wipes
which are super calming
even though 
they have
SALICYLIC acid
& PAPAYA

THEN 
I MIST
with undefined beauty
I LOVE this stuff 
it's like a light serum

then I make a cocktail 
sometimes I use
a little bit of oil
SOMETIMES 
NOT

I ALWAYS use
source vital unscented algae extract

which I originally found
when I got a FACIAL 
LIKE 
two thousand two

& I ALSO use
NANO recipe EGF + FGF serum
in that cocktail 

EYE cream
ONEKIND
ultra brightening eye balm

SOMETIMES 
I leave it like that a while 
SOMETIMES 
I immediately follow 

with ANOTHER cocktail 

EASTSIDE remedies
from Etsy & instagram 
have this
CARMOSA propolis salve*
*it's made with propolis from their beehives and tallow from a farm they are partnering with
&
the organic skin co
VITAMIN SEA serum

this serum is one I found on
THRIVE market 
it's from new zealand 

it had GREAT ingredients 
so I ordered it
EXCITEDLY 

BUT 
it had a sticky 
UNPLEASANT 
texture

the SKINCARE that is really mainstream
tends to FOCUS on 
COSMETIC elegance

I FOCUS on 
INGREDIENTS 
BUT 
I was KINDA turned off 
by the extreme sticky

BUT 
when I mixed it with the 
TALLOW 
it was
MAGIC

SO
HOW MANY 
STEPS

is that