Monday, January 13, 2025

I THINK 
with the CITIES 

NEW YORK 
I have a strong
I can FEEL all the 
PEOPLE 

in this kind of swirling
CLAUSTROPHOBIC 
MASS of
GHOST 

& it was
FRIGHTENING 
oppressive 

with CHICAGO 
it just
FELT 
REAL
BIG 
but OPEN, manageable somehow 

BUT 
it probably wouldn't be 
in the WINTER 

I can still remember 
when we got cable
the WEATHER channel saying

CHICAGO
is having SPRING like fifty five degrees

AND
I'm all LIKE 
fifty five is DEEP into NEED a COAT weather
WHAT the serious f*CK

LOS ANGELES 

is AGORAPHOBIC 

it's a city type I understand 
BUT 
there's MORE of all the bits I find
CHALLENGING 

the FREEWAY is 
SO BEAUTIFUL that I just want to 
DRIVE

ONLY 
TRAFFIC 

I found WILSHIRE 
almost 
INSTINCTIVELY 

VONS
is that the name of the grocery store 
I ate in their hot food department 
more than once

it's WEIRD that
you've seen it before 
in film and television and whatnot

there was some VIBE 
that didn't 
FIT
ME

MAYBE 
it's a sense of
PROBABLY a lot of it is

PRECONCEIVED 

MAYBE 
I didn't feel like 
I could HANDLE it 

BUT 
if I lived there
I'd probably 
LOVE it, eventually 

it's BEAUTIFUL 

how could you ultimately 
AVOID 
loving it

BUT 
OVERWHELMING