today has been
WEIRD
I feel like
I maybe
OVERdid the
LAYERS
I've had a whole conversation
in small bite-y bits
why I could
think
what I THINK
politically
I guess is the best way to put it
& HOW
NOT in a cult my thinking is
& am I just completely
CHECKED out
of the artist group EMOTIONALLY
if I'm not
WRESTLING the
email list from her and getting it DONE
I don't THINK it does
BUT
ALSO
I was going to say
these old broads
BUT
I don't LIKE
THAT vibe for THIS
maybe I told you ALREADY
and it's not that interesting
it's just
TWO
of them
my MOM
was well behaved
I took her a bag of popcorn
told her the sodium
some grapes
and
a chocolate truffle*
*helene throws a meeting
& she HAD all the good
STUFF
PLUS
she got to
BASK
in being WAITED on
BUT
LIKE
nothing BAD happened
I just guess it turns out
I think
one of them
is KINDA a
bitch
& I guess I needed to
PROCESS
ALL this STUFF
under the influence
of some
UNKNOWN
cocktail of hormones
