Saturday, January 18, 2025

I slept a long time 
I just woke up
I guess I turned the 
NOON alarm
OFF

I dreamed about you
BUT 
it was
NOT 
what I would have wanted to dream
& I don't know how to
INTERPRET it

we were seeing a movie
in a big room
NOT really 
designed for that purpose 

I think it turned out to be 
at a college 
BUT 
I'm not one hundred percent sure 

so we're in this room
NO CHAIRS

we're sitting 
on the FLOOR 

they start
SHOWING the movie
BUT 
they won't 
TURN OFF the lights

SO
you can't see the 
MOVIE
very well
BUT 
EVERYONE ELSE
can SEE US just fine
&
in THIS particular movie experience 

I was really more interested in being in the
DARK with YOU 

AND 
THEN 
you were GONE 
&
I couldn't figure out 
WHERE you WENT 
or
WHY you LEFT

if you were okay, even

I went to a table
at the side of the room
& a Prof TOLD me 
SOMETHING 

I THINK it was 
IMPORTANT 
BUT 
I can't remember what it was 

they were like 
EVACUATING though
& I went to
CHECK in

with some guy running something 
to which I was attached
work or volunteer or something-wise

& he told me to go to some office 
& tell them SOMETHING 
I can't remember 
BUT 

it sounded like 
TERMINATION 
to me

AM I being FIRED 
I asked

OH NO he said
SORRY if I made it sound like that 

this period just needs to be
CLOSED OUT
differently

because of the 
EVACUATION