they say
don't look at your phone first thing 
BUT 
I usually do 
& it's a beautiful song
BUT 
I just saw
puppyfish
& I can't get past it
I KNOW it isn't 
puppyfish 
& you 
PROBABLY aren't trying to 
make me think about 
him
because 
WHY
I have no reason to think 
you're trying to make me 
UNTHINKABLY 
SAD
BUT 
I'm having trouble with that
which, I mean 
MAYBE 
is distracting me from the world 
BUT 
I'm not sure how talk-y 
I can make myself 
BE
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 🫶