you are having
ADVENTURES
& FUN
& meeting cool people
I hope the weather
is an enjoyable
EXPERIENCE
or at least
neutral
ya know
I want
GOOD
STUFF
the temperature here
is more normal
RAINY ⛈️
I didn't do my laundry
I don't know how to
DESCRIBE
I am KINDA spaced out
I AM able to FOCUS
on the way my artwork looks
& I'm pretty happy
SO far--
I just keep trying to think
WHAT GOES
BETWEEN
those two paintings
what have I got
I've GOT
a bunch of red stuff
that won't look good there
& that I'm not that happy with
I've got
a bunch of unfinished stuff
well, maybe "a bunch" is a stretch
I've got some
older stuff
BUT
I want that spot to be
NEW, new
& I'm NOT SURE any of the NEW new stuff
WORKS
I've got all my mom's stuff
moved and hung
I still have to
PACK up all my PAPERS
BUT
I can't do THAT
if I'm still
PAINTING
SO
I'm going to
PAINT
tomorrow
I AM able to FOCUS
on the WAY
my clothes
FEEL
&
to SOME degree
the WAY
my body
FEELS
I haven't been able to
MAKE myself
take
my "vitamins"
NORMALLY
I KINDA
enjoy
that
BUT
it STARTED
a few days ago
some sh*t about
NOT having to do stuff
on account of it being a
SNOW ❄️ DAY
I took them
on all the days
it didn't ACTUALLY
SNOW ❄️🌨️
BUT
it was
KINDA a battle
& APPARENTLY the battle continues
I'm NOT saying
ANY of that
makes
SENSE
