Sunday, January 5, 2025

the reason for my
getting stuff done attitude 
there's a freeze coming tonight 

I am not one hundred percent sure
EXACTLY 
when I drove my car
LAST

it's been at least two weeks

it should be 
FINE 

BUT 
I had it on the list
it's been planned forward already 

& the freeze
will probably 
DRAIN it
MORE

I ALSO 
had to move FASTER to get this done

& NORMALLY 

I would have said
NO NO
I don't have enough time
BUT 

I was LIKE 
so drive it less time than normal 
& you f*CKing KNOW 
she's not gonna get there on time

you've got longer than you think

it all worked out 
& I feel proud of myself for 
PUSHING through 

the party was fine
I LIKE 
all those people 

I just NEVER want to go
to any social gathering 
I have to
FORCE myself 

but I usually have a good-ish time