was DIFFERENT
or
different than yesterday
I decided
I cannot function unless I get
this exercise
figured out
I'm all can't function-y
AND
I KNEW I was increasing exercise
I didn't SEEM to me
to be having negative
physical reaction to the exercise
I thought that would help
LOOSEN me UP
SO
WHAT happened
MAYBE I underestimated
the amount of TENSION
interacting
in THAT I have to have blah blah blah
I felt like
I used to be good at that
& I don't seem to have caused any row
AND
Helene gave me a nice compliment
STRANGLY worded
JUST as I would HAVE
had it been her
THAT got THROUGH
did I tell you
I can't REMEMBER
HEY
MAYBE we all JUST
PAINTED BETTER
but I can't HELP but THINK
YOUR arrangement
is why that is the BEST one of those we've had
I MEAN
I went BACK
and LOOKED at it
AGAIN
there was a WAY
I hadn't looked at it properly
I collage-d them ESSENTIALLY
I FEEL like
she saw what I did and GOT it
AND
I REALLY like Helene
& I had some nice bonding with DONNA
I just am NOT sure what all the tension is about
I was already having headaches
I thought it was WEATHER related
BUT
MAYBE my neck was ALREADY out
BLAH blah blah
don't KNOW
