what you're thinking
I'm thinking
&
I'm a little WORRIED
that you are
WORRIED
&
I'm trying to
SUPPRESS
the worry
I am going to SEE you
I'm NOT sure
WHEN
I THINK
what last trip taught me
is
I need to be
READY
SOMEHOW
AND
I don't feel like I AM
YET
BUT
PLEASE know
it was GOOD
to FEEL
&
I think it helped me
EVEN if it wasn't
what it WAS
OR
what it MIGHT be