what you're thinking 
I'm thinking 
&
I'm a little WORRIED 
that you are
WORRIED 
&
I'm trying to 
SUPPRESS 
the worry 
I am going to SEE you
I'm NOT sure 
WHEN
I THINK 
what last trip taught me
is
I need to be 
READY 
SOMEHOW 
AND
I don't feel like I AM 
YET
BUT 
PLEASE know
it was GOOD 
to FEEL 
&
I think it helped me 
EVEN if it wasn't 
what it WAS
OR
what it MIGHT be