I came across THAT 

MUSE video

AND 

I found I had opinions 

& then I wondered

if that's what 

I am

&

what that means

or

doesn't mean

I thought about my BODY 

I THOUGHT about

the way I used to try to position myself 

SO that you could LOOK into my EYES

AND you did

THAT may have been yesterday 

I was butchering multiple 

CANTALOUPES

&

I FELT you

you come up BEHIND me 

wrap your arms

AROUND me

RUB yourself against me

in A WAY 

I may not be able to HANDLE 

what I WANT