BEFORE
my therapist
as it turns out
BUT
I just thought there was a problem with the door
I texted him
because I didn't want
to just be standing in the hallway
& have him be sitting in his office
wondering where I was
BUT
then he got off the
ELEVATOR
he SEEMED off
SOMEHOW
& then
when he went to unlock the door
he kept
MISSING
the keyhole*
*although it was silver, round, and raised out from the door
he tried four times
just scratching the door three quarters of an inch over to the right of the keyhole
I'm LIKE*
*after we were in his office
are you okay
I don't even mean
EMOTIONALLY
you seem
OUT of SYNC
I'm on VALIUM
your doctor told you you were safe to drive
well I DROVE
he was pretty
WRECKED
he repeated all his information lines
three times
while he was telling me about
his mom & stuff
he's NOT okay
I'm LIKE
HEY
you don't KNOW Elon, do you
because
he seems to know a lot of people
that seemed to confuse him
no no, I know you know who he is
I MEAN
do you know him personally
BECAUSE
if you do
you need to tell him to
REIN it the f*CK IN
NO no he's TOO RICH for me to know
it was
WEIRD
the therapy today
