SO MANY
thoughts
in part about
my relationship with america
& HOW MUCH
of my
UNDERSTANDING
has changed due to brain restructuring
how HARD I find it
to be trying
to make
WORLDS ALIGN
the fact:
I don't think I can describe it any
BETTER than THAT
BUT
that SOUNDS
KINDA
CRAZY
it doesn't really feel
CRAZY
JUST
KINDA
exhausting
& and
SOMEWHAT
convalescent