am I MORE 

of a MESS

or

 

NO

HERE is 

what it IS

what you have done

in the PAST

is SPUN everything to a HIGH tensile STRENGTH 

& the PRESSURE 

of that 

is TOO MUCH 

&

NOW 

you're trying to LEARN a NEW WAY

SO

are you MORE of a MESS

FROM your OLD perspective ABSOLUTELY 

BUT 

there isn't REALLY any way 

to judge the two

UNLESS 

you unlock new perspectives 

&

do some kind of meta

which leads to 

OVERWHELM

which leads to

WHAT CASE can you make for, ya know NOT 

NOT MORE of a MESS

NO

WELL 

I'm for SURE 

a different KIND

of MESS