to say
I'm SO CRAZY
I mean, I AM, somewhat, but I'm NOT trying to
CLAIM
diminished CAPACITY
WELL
on the ONE hand, I guess I AM
OK
STOP being
that WAY that you're BEING
I WANT to BE
THERE
&
I thought
MAYBE
I got a REAL STRONG voice
telling me
you've been having me
CALIBRATE
FINE
NOW you WANT ME to
BLOW it all OUT
in the
WILD
it'll take a month to get the settings back
the SKY is f*CKing FALLING AGAIN
you UNROMANTIC b*tch
I THINK somebody
should acknowledge that
ONE WAY
we are less messed up
is we are trying to
FACTOR in
ONE thing
I'm discovering
for
EVERYTHING
PART of IT is REAL
PART of IT is a STORY you're telling yourself
that's FINE, sometimes GOOD, but ALWAYS
JUST the way THINGS
WORK, ya know
BUT
I've been
LOOKING at that
SO
I KNOW that THAT
is a PROBLEM
AREA for me
BECAUSE
of my
IMAGINATION
AND
the THING is
I LIKE
my imagination
BUT
THAT WHOLE CONFUSION
is the PROBLEM
AND
I FEEL like I maybe said all this before
BUT
THEN
this possibly
as soon as I saw it
I said greater than maybe chance
(continuing)
