Wednesday, February 5, 2025

I was trying to 
EXPLAIN 
I NEED
to figure out
ME
&
I
WANT
to FOCUS
on LIKE what am I gonna DO
HOW am I going to 
MAKE money
BUT 
I've GOT to 
GET the
SYSTEMS sorted
& I'm having trouble & I don't want to 

it's SO MUCH easier 
to SPIN in 
CIRCLES that you KNOW 

BUT 
he missed it 
OR
I didn't make myself clear 

& he was telling me to 
MAKE a
VISION board


BUT 
I think what happened 
(stay with me)

he said 
they wanted to have the
CEREMONY today 

we're having it
in a few weeks
at a time 
that makes it easier for family to travel

I said
that's good 
gives you a chance
to process

before 
you CELEBRATE her life

AND
HE LIT UP
& said
THANK YOU 
in a tone LIKE 
FINALLY 
SOMEONE gets it

& I suspect 
THAT is what
inspired
HIS 
YOU ARE SO*

*I forget the actual word he used because I read it as I have just become acutely aware of your wasted potential

anyway 
it was
WEIRD