i actually didn't end up going to bed until like 4:30

and i didn't wake up til after noon

but then i kept trying to do that

law of attraction clear your mind thing

to get messages from my inner being

or whatever

and i kept falling back asleep

so

i'm notreally sure how long i've actually been up

i've heard about 2 1/2 hours

and i'm not engrossed yet

but

it's not turning me off 

but

i keep thinking

i might rather listen to windup bird

but

this is supposed to be a super important murakami

and then i keep thinking

i'd rather listen to killing commenatore again

so

i don't thinki'm out of the woods