Ok

so

I'm still super stressed

and I don't know what you want to know

I'm kinda ok with the barren crone role

I was ambivalent about kids until I met you

with the exception of a little bought of crazy at 27

I wanted to have kids with you

but

honestly

I'm not sure I could start with that now anyway

and

I mean, it might change

but

right now

if somebody said happy mother's day to me

I wouldn't even cry

but

I am a little worried about the

night sweats and hormonal issues generally

and I don't want you to lose interest in me

but

I have never said anything like holding you to account

and

I really hope you could tell from context

that I wasn't saying that

otherwise

I don't think anything I said was new

so I can't see you being upset

but

I'm extremely agitated that you are

so

Def a good day to see Mom

I love you sweetheart 💋