I talked to my taper
and he will record for me
I fell down a pen rabbit hole
and ended up ordering a cheap cool pen
which might come tomorrow
and
some weird refurbished fude pens
even cheaper off eBay

also
I was going to see van Gogh today
but I woke up with a bad headache

ended up taking a bath
and eating Mexican food

I've been depressed
I think
or
moody anyway

I'm trying to be in a storytelling mode
but
it just comes out
shit from my childhood
and
I don't think you wanna hear that crap

I love you
very much
sweetheart
but
I'm pretty sure I'm not giving you what you want right now
and
I'm sorry about that