so
he left me a message this morning
and I left him one back
but
I mean
not really an adequate one

maybe
maybe I can explain my life to you
but
probably not in a way you'd get

clearly I'm a bad sister
I just am
but
it's not out of a malicious nature

and
I don't know what to say to him
he says "probably at some point you should meet your nephew"
and my immediate response
that wells from my heart
don't you think that's a little unfair to him

I gotta go back to work

more of my badness later