ok
I just have to say
if you are trying to get a message
out of anything I'm posting
I don't think there is one
I'm not generally doing that good
yesterday Karl kept asking me if I was ok
because I looked so down
and
just now
the cat kinda visciously slashed me
which he hasn't been doing lately
and
I just stood there and sobbed
as the blood ran down my leg
that's not normal for me
I'd usually yell at him
or give him a lecture
or
say fucking cat
and go get some coffee
so
probably depressed
definitely hormonal again
so
if you think I'm saying anything bad
I would not give that much credence
but
if you think I'm saying something good
maybe not that either
I'm mostly on a
like
don't like
level
right now
and
I think it's the thing again today
I love you sweetheart
