it just rained here
the air smells green
and rich
and earthy
it's like a gift
Earth smell
Sea smell
probably woods smell too
not sure
I feel better
human
it's literally like
I took a hand full of anti-depressants
I want to tell you how much I love you
how nothing matters
except that love
but
maybe that's hormones too
maybe the things that make me unhappy
will still make me unhappy
and still matter
just not as much
as when I'm super super depressed about it
I like these hormones
can I have these instead of the crappy ones
and the ones that grow whiskers
please
seriously, please
