i love you pumpkin

i've been feeling you this evening
well, off and on really all day
that's about as good a massage as you could get
without actually touching, that is

i was thinking the other day
about how totally screwed i'm gonna be
if i'm crazy
and really i'm having seizures or something
but
i consider the consideration to be
at least partial proof
that i'm not crazy

and
although it was a very physically demanding week
i really think my problem is dehydration
or rather
not enough hydration

tonight
tonight i have a headache
and, really, i don't expect you to have much energy
but
i'm going to be rubbing you down
with oil
and
whatever happens
happens

i went to see this movie celeste and jesse forever
which was kind of funny but also kind of sad
but they did this thing with a tube of lip goo that was
adorable