i'm having a crappy day

and you are the only thing that is making it better

i've felt you several times

and
this morning
i asked god
to show me a window into the future
will it always be like this
or
will we ever be together
and
whichever way
will it be good

what will it be like

but
god hasn't answered me
or else
i haven't understood

it's not that we've been distant
but
he's been quiet
and
puppyfish has been quiet

my cat's having problems
work has kinda sucked

i feel bad
not like sick
just bad

it needs to all get better
i need to adjust my attitude

maybe i'll have some wine
i have some funny wine
called mad housewife
i don't really expect it to be good
but
i didn't pay for it
seems a shame to waste good wine on a bad attitude

i hope your day is going better
i love you honey