well, yesterday, i felt sort of sick

i had chills
and nausea
not very sexy
which is why i didn't write

i don't know what's up with me

but not the wild horniness i sorta expected
but
i haven't started yet
so
who can say

i had weird dreams
maybe i was homeless
i know i was walking around with a shopping cart
and something
something about these shoes
like tennis shoes
but a tribal woven fabric

i hope
that homelessness thing
is not some sort of bad indicator

and
i hope you're ok
and not trying to send me some frantic message
that i didn't get
it was a sort of fever dream
even though
i'm pretty sure
i didn't
don't
have fever

i love you papi