what was that american poetic/religious movement

i was thinking about
rose firmament
today
i love that name

and i almost changed my name to that again
but
i love lailah baprachim, shamelessly
the totally synchronistic way
that i can't even remember now
that i found it
to the way that it sounds

the way i pronounce it
i fantasize about correcting the pronunciation of others

when i played the sims
i only ever played rose firmament once
she was in a long line of binahs
i'm not sure how i picked that name
i read a book on the kabalah
that stuck

when i read that book
while i was reading it
i was convinced i grasped kabalah, totally
but
when i tried to explain it
it's like there was nothing there in the splainin place

i don't claim to understand any of it
not really
be there's some mystic poetry in it

but
just now
i was looking up binah
and the new age types link binah with shakti

shakti always made me a little uncomfortable
or rather
the energy of the people who ever said the word shakti
that was too woman an energy

maybe
continuing....