i learned something today...

well
it wasn't really today
it was some day this week
and
to be honest
i'm kinda sorry i learned it

you see
i never liked peanut butter
but at some point along the line
after i was grown even
i discovered that
that i like peanut butter candy
reece's and the like
but
i never equated that to actual peanut butter
i figured it was like any other candy
it doesn't really taste like what it is
well not what it's called
but that doesn't really matter
because
you know what the candy flavor means
whatever

but this week i discovered
quite by accident
that
peter pan peanut butter
tastes exactly like candy
and
even the small jars are not that small
and now all i want to eat is
peter pan peanut butter
and these gooey organic dates
unlike anything i've ever had before
(normally i can kinda take or leave dates)
but the chick at the organic co-op asked:
chewy or gooey
and now i wish i'd bought
more than one container
the dates at least are healthy
but that peter pan is like crack
or somethin


luckily
i'm luring myself away
(from consuming it for every meal--
i had my first peanut butter and jelly sandwich this week)
with this new sort of pilaf i came up with
gaba brown rice
black quinoa
hiziki
black sesame seeds
and tonight i had a sauce/broth with it
liquid aminos with saki
it's really healthy
and good
and

this is silly

but i really like the way it looks too