the last two nights

i can only remember
a very little bit
of some dreams
that had
i think
quite
a bit
of
information, which is to say, i'm sorry
i can't remember more of it, but
.......................anyway
...................night
...............before
.............last
.......was all
.....,,just

a walk

through some holiday some holiday in the park
like some maze of winter wonder
...............and i wish
..............i could
..........remember
.....specifics
...but
no


last night was much more

complicated, i

i remember
lying
on a
bed

looking into the eyes of a small child
but i don't know if it was my child
or not it was
your child
of that i'm confident
a little girl

and
i think i had gone back to school
to be certified in something
and i'm not sure if that was working out
and i think for one reason or another
that i was going to be separated
from the little girl

and
i think this was you
lashed out with some sort of power
in rage over the risk of
the separation
and
shattered
half
a
city
block


what do you suppose that means
when i woke up this morning
i was kinda freaking out
because it had
(the falling of the buildings)
this very tower-esque quality
and i tried to read the cards
over and over again
trying to calm myself down
but it's like i've got a short, lately
and it all bounces around
giving very choppy answers

it's like some sort of psychic a.d.d.

and the last time i asked for a sign

it seemed like the answer i got was a doozy
but i have no idea how to interpret it

i went to whole foods
the one i walked to before
only i drove this time
and they overcharged me
which they almost always do, actually
and it's usually only a dollar or so
and i used to never notice until later
and i just blew it off
but i have started checking before i leave
since it seemed to be a pattern
and
sure enough
only they had overcharged me
by like six bucks
and that was after the two bucks i caught at the register
and i started to just huff
but then leave
because the
customer service desk was closed
and i'd have to get back in line
and also some martyr complex
or victim mentality
or somethin

but
i didn't
i told myself:
that's really stupid
and
i ended up getting this guy
who's all like:
oh yeah what we usually do is give you the first
item of two that we screw up on free and then
the second one we give you the difference
blah blah blah
my refund was
fifteen dollars

for my trouble

so what's the moral of that story:

always shop in the wealthy part of town ?!?????!

i mean
there had to be
a serious message
in more than double your money back