i'm worried about my cat
he got into a fight earlier
and
though i had the door open with the chain on
he couldn't get in
i guess because gray cat was keeping him
from the angle he needed to get in
i opened the door and went out to yell at gray cat
i'm wearing a shirt
and
a pair of boy shorts underwear
which i guess technically covers me
but
is not what i would consider dressed
gray cat just stares at me, not worried about me at all
i'm never feeding you again, i scream
as i finally distract him enough
that kitty can get away
he is covered with mud
he is bleeding from his paw
i got him cleaned up
i got him to stand in hydrogen peroxide
so hopefully he won't get an infection
he's had all those shots
so
even if gray cat has cat disease
which i've got no reason to think he does
kitty should be ok
he ate
and then he curled up on his blanket
and passed out
for hours
usually he's on me every two hours to feed him
when i got up to pee
he had no interest
when i got up this last time
he had disappeared from the blanket
i thought maybe he was in the kitchen
he was
i gave him food
and he had no interest
he's pretty aggressive about food
so, whenever he doesn't want to eat
i'm worried that he's having an episode
i hope you are ok
i hope the cat is ok
i hope nobody saw me
i wish i didn't feel like there were going to be
spiraling out of control type things
about to be happening at the white house
i feel uncomfortable with the level of the lying
although that hasn't actually changed
i love you very much
i feel like
A) i need to run around screaming
B) i need donuts
i feel a little crazy
i need to go to sleep
i'm going to my mom's studio on monday
she didn't really have things unpacked
and she needed to spend the day
doing things with her stocks
so
all the stuff we were going to do friday
still needs doing
