idk currently things look bad
i'm working on alternate income stream ideas

i should not have gone to dallas
dallas is a bad omen place
i'm never going there again

i had been wanting to go to colorado
and i had this trip all planned
then i realized
i could in no way afford it

and i should have realized how much less money i had than i thought
i tried to ask you if i should skip it
but you didn't understand

and other stuff

but
blah blah blah