but then I felt you last night
kissing my lips
my neck
my shoulders
and then
I felt you
quite convincingly
push into me
most of the feelings
sexual feelings
have been much more abstracted
but
not this
this was quite concrete
then
I started spasming
gloriously
upset the cat
gave myself a cramp
had to stop and give myself
a pelvic massage
which was ok too
did not have to get up and walk it off
which would have really pissed off the cat
