look
i'm all paranoid
and everything i say
seems wrong to me
or dangerous

so
whatever
i don't mean you any harm
i don't mean to cause you any trouble

if i have
i'm sorry
it was unintentional

i can stop writing
if it's a problem
or
i can keep writing
but
i love you

i do have a bunch of negative unfiltered crap
that runs around in my head
last week
was really bad
and now i'm on my period again
so
there's that

i'm going to bed early again tonight

i love you very much sweetheart, goodnight