goodnight

i've been up like 9 hours
that's plenty

i'm going to dinner with my mom tomorrow
also
i get to customize my first
imperfect produce box
so
we'll see how that really is

i've been reducing the amount of coffee all week
and today
was the first day
with no coffee
and
truthfully
i'm very very tired

i find
for me
mother's day is anti-inspiring
so
i feel
kinda unreasonably depressed

and
i'm having intrusive thoughts
about dinners
and bouquets of flowers
and
lovely family interludes
so

i'm taking myself off to bed