Sunday, May 24, 2026

test -- it's working now so I'll post this although I'm still not sure I have any idea what's going on

I've been throwing things away
I'm FOCUSING on 
getting to
a point
I thought you want me to be
BUT 
NOW
I'm not certain I'm right 

I had a dream about you 
you were whispering 
to me

I thought I understood 
BUT 
I've been kinda messed up in my head
with getting myself 
ME

I need a little TIME focused on me
to get me to the point where
I can do the stuff I need to DO 

PLUS 
this thing only sometimes posts
BUT 
I NOW see that
I might have been wrong 
about what I thought was going on

I'm not sure where I lost the thread
I'm not sure 
WHAT
you think I've said 

I THOUGHT 
it's a beautiful 

country

I'm confused though

I LOVE you VERY much 
I have only ever wanted you to be happy 
I'm sorry if I messed that up