Wednesday, May 20, 2026

test - ok since it'll let me post - check in may 20th

I really don't know why this thing
posts sometimes 
& doesn't post
other times 
I really do think
it's the universe trying to get me to
do or not do things
BUT 
it's erratic and 
STRANGE

I had
what felt like 
QUANTUM entanglement 
pretty strongly 

I'm using my thumb nails to play
because thumbs aren't loud enough 
& hurt
but it's slower & not as accurate 
SO
if I'm going to improve 
I'm wondering if 
duct tape
might work 

anyway
I like some it
BUT 
I guess the limited palate of notes
does give a more limited
range of notes
I was just surprised because they
SOUNDED more different 
when I was recording them

I love the wa wa sound
the buzz is sometimes great
& sometimes a little much

I hope you are having a beautiful day 
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 

I might be getting a handle on the sleep cycle
I'm not sure if that's the thing to do
or not
the PROCESSING 
or has been 
better
BUT 
maybe it isn't now

I was feeling like I was making good progress 
but I had this last little bit 
hasn't felt like progress

it doesn't feel like 
I know what's going on 

which is a little scary