this dome greenhouse I saw
& whether I could
SLEEP
in it
or if that would be
uncomfortably
HOT
or stuffy
I THINK
I always thought about
intimacy between people as being
aggressive & slightly
VIOLENT
& I don't think the new me
thinks about it that way
I've really changed a lot since I first met you
& I think one way I haven't quite finished changing YET
is that I don't WANT to just be trying to figure out
where is the
SPACE
SPACE
I FILL
& I don't know if that makes sense
I feel like that is how I'm programmed
& I'm not sure how to
NOT do THAT
