I didn't talk today
I'm having FEELS about
a bunch of stuff
& they're
not
really talk-about-able
YET
& MAYBE
some of them won't be coherent enough to talk about at all
& MAYBE
some of them I don't want to talk about
I'm kinda grieving who I hoped my mother
MIGHT be
& I've been staying away from the news
because I don't want to have to feel that way about ameriKKKa too
I'm trying to connect to
ME and my
ME and my
narrative thread
but I've been a little down today
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
