But I couldn't even tell you what exactly I did I just been in kind of daze
It's been kind of a hard week
I hope you're doing well
I thought about my father today
I was driving home from work and there's this company called last Chance textiles and they make bandanas I really want one although I'm not 100% sure why because I never wear bandanas but I really want one
And I keep looking at him going oh well I want that one no I want that one no I want that one no I don't want that one and I just can't decide
and so I decided that what I wanted was one that was out of stock well that's convenient cuz I can't buy it which is good because then I can't spend money and I was looking to see if they have any kind of like Black Friday special because they said hey it's small business Saturday so I guess that wouldn't be a Black Friday special that would be a small business Saturday whatever that was looking to see if they had specials
and the woman who runs it she's just like yeah if you want to discount you should sign up for my newsletter and you then we'll also get to know about new sales and stuff and you get a 15% discount which is not a big discount right
But I thought it was kind of Ball z then I'd already signed up for her newsletter I have the coupon code and so I went in there and the one that I want is silk noil which is kind of nuby in the acorn color which is hand-dyed with acorns just cool and then it's got this like crewel embroidery now it's not crewel embroidery it's some kind of machine embroidery on some of the flowers
So I got my 15% discount and then she charges me for shipping which I thought was pretty and reasonable considering this bandana it's like 70 bucks and I'm like you should not buy this it's too much money I'm like no no no I really want this this is what I'm getting myself for Christmas or whatever so I'm like fine and I order it
but then I'm driving home and I start thinking about embroidery and my father could embroidery he have this sweater it hadn't brought her these flowers on the pockets and it was all kind of like wild and it was just it was really cool now my mother she thought she could embroidery if you had like a hole in your shirt or something she didn't broderie a flower over it but it was really ugly it was just these big loose flowers that were not filled in it was just literally the very least amount of work you could do and get something it would have been better to just like stitch over it with a plain stitch to cover up the hole but she did some weird thing with ugly open flowers so it was making me think about that and about my father's embroidery and I don't know how many men embroidery where did he learn to embroidery
And I just kind of missed him
Which I'm pretty much never do
So anyway there's that
And I'm just been going to sleep so early and getting all this sleep and I'm just not any less tired and I just didn't want to go to bed early tonight even though I probably should have
But I'm still having these crazy-ass dreams that I can't remember but I do remember that I had a dog in one of them and it was not the same dog that I had had another one of them so I must have had a dream in another one of them with a dog or else it was just in that dream that I had had another dream with the dog I don't know it's kind of complicated
Anyway goodnight sweetheart I love you very much
